My New Years Resolution:

Its a new year, 2010, and I have many high hopes for this year to be a good one.

I'm getting sick of having a year, where everything was bad, and I can barely remember the highlights. I want this year to be memorable and to be happy year long. I'm wishing for many things to happen this year.

First off I'd like to improve my image, my self-outlook, I don't want to go into detail with that cause I am very self-conscious. I don't let people know this but I have a horrible self-esteem and I am constantly thinking about how I look and what people are thinking of me. I am terrified sometimes, and hate so much about myself.
I want this to improve and I want my appearance to improve.
The next thing I am wishing for is to do better in school,I want to end up with a good career, including with my high school diploma. But first I really need to go well in school, I've never
really been the best but it would be nice to have straight A's or at least all A's and B's maybe even just one C.
Next I'd like to be healthy and well living including the people around
me, my family & friends. I don't want anyone to wound up unhealthy in the hospital of some sort, nor do I want to end up like that. I get sick very often and easily and it would be nice to just get sick only a once every couple months. It would help me improve with a lot of things especially school.
Another thing I'd like for this New Year is to just keep a happy
smiling face daily. I want to be able to wake up in the morning and have a smile even when I'm down or upset. I want to be happy everyday, most of the time I don't want to remember a certain year is because all I can think about is all the times I was down, or everything that bad has happened. I wouldn't this New Year to be a year
like that. I want 2010 to be a New refreshed year, a happy one, most of all memorable for the future. I have my hopes up high. (: